VegasCon 2014: Day 3

Sunday was a very bittersweet day. We were still reeling from our amazing day with the J's. Once again I barely got any sleep because the realization of how much my moment with Jared meant to me hit me and I broke down and cried. Tears of joy and just being overwhelmed with how much he went out of his way to be so kind to me and make that moment special for me.

Getting ready was also a little sad that day because we knew it was the last time. I hadn't planned a specific outfit for that day and I just kind of put it together, but it actually ended up being my favorite one (Jim Michaels liked my scarf!)!

We went downstairs to get our wristbands once again. Then we went back to Starbucks for breakfast. Chad Linburg was actually sitting at a table in the corner and I wanted to go talk to him and tell him how much I enjoyed his but he was of course surrounded by fans. We had a nice, relaxing breakfast though. Reflecting on yesterday's events and sharing our excitement for the day ahead. 

We had one last welcome from Rich and EWB. It was amazing how much energy they still had on Day 4. I can't say enough great things about those guys. They were the heart of the con, they kept the energy up and made the whole experience even more enjoyable, I LOVE THEM! 

The first panel of the day was Guy Norman Bee. (Guy Norman A, and C wee so disappointed Sweet Johnny didn't choose them.) He is one of my favorite directors on the show, so it was really cool to sit in on. He gave great insight to the behind the scenes and was a super nice guy. I had a chance to talk to him afterwards and get his autograph, I told him I loved his episodes and he said "that means a lot, because we tend to do this in a bubble and don't always get to hear that." This is just another amazing example of how everyone within in the Supernatural family makes you feel like family.

Then was the ever adorable Felicia Day. A fan had made a compilation video of other fans thanking her and highlighting her work. It was a beautiful video, and Felicia got teary eyed when she came out. This made me cry too.

Felecia was super sweet and funny. She was also, like everybody very inspiring. My favorite thing she said was in regard to a question about being a "fake geek girl" meaning that if you were new to something you couldn't possibly love it as much as someone who had been invested for years. She said "I think that's bullshit." She explained that the "geek community" or and subculture was a place for outsiders and that we should be accepting of everybody. I've had experiences with other "communities" and not feeling welcome in them, feeling like I wasn't "good enough". Supernatural is one place that is not like that at all. Felecia was delightful and so sweet to all her fans. You could tell she was so thankful to be there.

After Felicia's panel we had a break. So we decided to go back to the vendors room. My mom wanted to get a picture of Jensen and she needed my help picking one out. She got a gorgeous picture that she'll get him to sign later. :) 

Then it was time for Misha's second panel. I honestly feel like I know Misha at this point. I saw him so many times over the weekend and he just has a way about him that makes you feel at ease. I wasn't planning on taking a lot of pictures because I had taken them the day before and I wanted to save some battery for Mark and Mark. But when he said "I have a special guest, you may know him from his work on the small screen..." I knew immediately I had to capture it. West came out on stage and everybody awwwwed. We started screaming "We love you West!" Misha said "What is going on? They know your name. That's kinda weird huh?"

West was completely adorable and of course ended up stealing the show. Misha also pointed out that Victoria "was NOT sitting in the front row wearing a pink tank top!" They also had friends visiting and it was really sweet that they were both there to support Misha.

The next big event was Mark Sheppard and Mark Pellegrino. These guys were so much fun. They have amazing chemistry together, even though they were never on the show together.

Both of them are also absolutely charming in person. Mark S. walked around in the audience, and even found Osric in the front row and sat on his lap proclaiming "I found Kevin!"

The audience agreed that they would love to see Crowley and Lucifer fight against each other for reign over hell (where else do you have discussions like this besides a Supernatural convention? haha, I love it.) And Mark P. said "I'd kick his ass."

Once again, these guys were great. Like everyone, that had a way of making you feel comfortable. They were very candid and funny. 

After Mark2 was the grand finale, the most wild, random and crazy panel of the whole weekend. I have just one word for you...Sebastian!

I don't think he answered a single question. He would start to but then get so far off topic, he would then go back to the person who asked and say "I'm sorry, what was your question darling?" There was Matthew McConnuhey impression "alright alright alright!" And a lovely song entitled "I Like My Girls" accompanied by dancing and running through the aisles of course. There was also song inspired by a flower crown a fan had that Sebastian then put on. "My Flower Crown" was basically a slowed down version of "I Like My Girls".

He also went on about his theory that he could be Jesus come back to earth. "What if it was me? What if it was me and you didn't know it?!" It ended with a shirt being ripped off and a guitar "solo" with some help from Sweet Johnny. Haha, Sebastian I love you. 

After Sebastian's panel we had a farewell from Rich. It felt like the end of summer camp or something. I was so sad I wasn't going to be able to hang out with these guys the next day. Before we finally said goodbye, Misha came back on stage and spoke for everyone we he said to Rob "we are all so fucking happy to have you here." Rob went on to explain that he was so happy to be back and could "feel the love from every single one of you." Misha then started the cheering of "Rob Rob Rob Rob!" Again, watch the video. It was a beautiful moment that I'm so happy I could be a part of.

The absolute perfect ending to my VegasCon was getting Misha's autograph. I was getting it for my friend Brantlee who asked me if she bought the ticket if I would get it for her and of course I said yes!

 We had a while to wait because Misha still had to do photo ops, and of course there were A LOT people in the photo op line. At this point it felt surreal that the con was over. Everyone waiting sat around in the panel room which really felt like home. I sat on the floor while charging my phone and reflecting on the truly awesome and amazing weekend I'd just had. I was exhausted by this point but still excited for Misha. 

They finally told us to start lining up and even though I'd seen him several times in the past two days I got a little shaky when I got in line. Misha came out and sat down at the table. I know he was exhausted but he took time to talk to every single person. When I got up there I said "Hi." He said "Hi." I told him I was so excited to finally meet him cause I'd seen so much the past two days and I did this little dance saying "I get to meet Misha!" just...why. But he smiled. He held out his hand and we shook hands. He asked how the weekend had been. I told him it was awesome and that it was my first time. He asked if I would do it again and I said "definitely!" I told him "Thank you." and he winked. He was so approachable and adorable. 

Then as we were walking down the hallway on the way to dinner we ran into Jim Michaels. I had to stop him and asked him for a high five because he was so awesome. He said "sure, I think you guys are awesome!"  He complimented my scarf and then my mom reminded him that I had an idea for a Season 9 DVD extra for a tour of The Bunker that he replied to. And he said he thought they did it, so we'll see! 

I can not tell you enough how nice every single person I met at VegasCon from cast, to crew, to fans was. If you have never been to one, you have to go. It was a life changing experience for me. I feel like I am part of something now. And something so special. Family was the theme of the weekend. And I truly feel like I am a part of the Supernatural family now. All of us that were there are bonded and will always have the memories of this amazing weekend. It may have been my first con, but it will not be my last. Cons are a part of my life now as much as Supernatural is a part of my life. SPN FAMILY FOREVER!

VegasCon 2014: Day 2: Part 2

After Osric's panel it was nothing but a waiting game. We wanted to go check our makeup in the restroom before we went back to wait for our photos. We ran into our friend Angie who was at the Gold Lunch and said they looked wonderful (of course!) When we came back we had Jim Michael's panel and again I'm so sorry, but I didn't get any pictures because I was so nervous. It was a really delightful panel though, and he reassured me on a lot if things. He said about Sam and Dean fighting "the best part of fighting is making up." And that when ever the show does end "you guys will never let us end this!" that "they won't be on opposite sides." That was really all I needed to hear, thank you Jim.

When Jim's panel was over that was it. It was time. We still had a while to wait, but didn't want to go anywhere. We just shared our nervousness with the girls sitting next to us. They started with the Jared and Jensen Duo ops. It felt like an eternity and that it was rushing by at the same time. Then it was time for Jensen ops. My mom was #180 and when they called numbers 150-200, I have her a hug, told her I loved her and she was in her way. I was super emotional and nervous for her as well as myself while she was gone. I can feel that same nervousness right now. I kept checking the door to see her come back. She finally did and I stood up asking her "SO???" She said "he's the most beautiful man I've ever seen." I asked her how it went and she told me she couldn't speak. He told her "you're okay, just hug me and smile." and then leaned his head on her's and said "ya good?" She nodded and he said "thank you." The thing is she was way more confident than I was, so I knew I was screwed for Jared. 

They FINALLY started calling Jared photo ops. It didn't seem real. I could barely think, my nerves were taking over my body. But I tried to focus on the numbers on the screen. 1-100, 150-200, 200-250, and then finally 250-300. I stood up shakily and began walking out into the hallway. I got in line and I could barely feel my legs moving. The line moved so quickly and literally right when I stepped inside the room, I saw him. All I could say was "Oh my God." My heart was pounding and I got tears in my eyes. I started fanning my face so I would stop crying, and the amazingly sweet girl in front of me asked me "is it your first time?" I told her yes. She took my hand and said "you'll be fine, he is the nicest person in the world and when he sees how excited you are to meet him, he'll be even more excited." She held my hand until I felt more calmed down. I kept my eyes on Jared the whole time. He was so adorable posing with everybody, and thanking them afterwards. I passed Cliff and the girl in front of me chatted with him. Then it got real. I got closer and closer to Jared. The girl in front of me went up for her photo. The volunteer took my ticket ripped it off and handed it back to me. The girl in front of me was talking to Jared as she walked away and he was facing her. I stared at the beauty of his stature: his broad shoulders and his beautiful hair (OMG it was so beautiful) for half a second and then he turned around to face me. I honestly don't know how I didn't burst into tears. But I just said "Hi." He said "Hi." I told him "I'm shaking so bad." we were still a couple of inches apart when I said this, but then he said as if it was all one word "oh no don't." "I'll hold you tight!" Then he lunged down to get to my height, his front leg was bent down to my hip level, and his back leg was extended out behind me. He squeezed me in as close to him as he possibly could and wrapped his arms around me all in one motion. Somehow I got my arms around him, but I don't remember it happening. Chris took the picture and I had no idea what my face looked like, except that I was the happiest I'd ever been in my life. After the picture was taken Jared didn't let go of me, it was like he knew I had something to say to him. He stood up to his full height and we both still had our arms wrapped around each other. I looked up at him, directly into his beautiful eyes and was lost in them for a second. I said "I love you so much." He looked in my eyes the whole time he said "I love you back" with this adorable little head tilt "you're a doll." I didn't want it to end, but it had to. I just told him "thank you so much." Our eyes still locked, he took my hands and said "thank you." It was literally the most perfect moment, I could not have planned it better. He is the sweetest and most genuine person I have ever met. He made me feel like we were the only two people who were in the room. He will never know how much that moment meant to me. 

My photo op:

I'm so happy with how it came out! Perfect Jared with his arms wrapped around me. And my huge smile because I was the happiest I could ever be!

And I forgot to mention in my initial summary (I don't know what's wrong with me!) and people have asked but he smelled AMAZING! I can't pinpoint an exact smell...cologney and amazing, that's all I can describe it as. And height (I think he's taller than 6'4", 6'5" at least) and hair, and scruff, and rock hard chest and huge arms and hands around me, and entrancing green eyes, and ooh. And although I was so thrilled and amazed to be there in his embrace, he made me feel so comfortable. I could and WOULD live in those arms. I feel like I'll never be able to describe just how truly amazing it  was. 

I walked out of the room on a Jared high. I touched my heart in disbelief of what had just happened. My mom told me she was going to be in the vendors room, so I made my way down there to find her. I spotted her in the hall. I walked up to her quickly and I started crying. She said "could you not speak?" I said "no." And I had to take a moment to collect myself to tell her what had happened. I told her and she just hugged me and I started crying some more. I told her thank you, and that she was the best mom ever for giving me that moment. 

We had about an hour before J2 panel so we decided to go up to our room and charge our phones and grab a drink before the big event. 

Get ready for J2 panel and a LOT of pictures!