Tuesday, March 15, 2016

I Miss VegasCon.

I miss VegasCon. I miss everything about it. I miss waking up every morning in the Rio. I miss getting my morning Starbucks at the CONVENTION SIDE Starbucks. I miss making all the treks down the mile long hallways. I miss rocking out Rich and Louden Swain every morning. I miss being surrounded by people in SPN t shirts, various forms of cosplay and endless amounts of plaid. I miss clapping and cheering and listening to and laughing with every single guest on the stage. I miss screaming my lungs out every time the Season 12 renewal was mentioned. I miss referring to guests by their first names and everyone knowing who you're talking about. I miss going to dinner and seeing fellow attendees who you don't know but you know they just came from the con. I miss randomly hearing my name and walking over and hugging complete strangers, except that they're not because they know me online. I miss going to the photo op room, and the anticipation of seeing your ops after they've been printed. I miss hearing Carry On Wayward Son played on loud speakers. I miss wandering around in the vendors room saying "oh that's so cool.". I miss complementing people on their outfits or their ops and them doing it back to me. I miss Jared. I miss the butterflies in my stomach I woke up with on Sunday morning. I miss how happy I was getting ready to go down and start JDAY. I miss the intense nervousness I felt sitting in a room with 19 other people less than a foot away from the chair he would sit in. I miss seeing him for the first time of the weekend. I miss watching him up close and catching all of his mannerisms. I miss him looking into my eyes and giving me full attention, answering me so passionately. I miss the scent of his cologne. I miss his arms around me. I miss my arms around him. I miss him calling me "darlin'", Texas drawl in full effect. I miss him rubbing my arms and making our moment last longer. I miss the insane high I feel after I'm around him. I miss seeing J2 on stage. I miss trying to take every single second in. I miss Rich telling us goodbye. I miss waiting to get to Jared's autograph but also not wanting to make it to that moment because then it would officially be over. I miss standing in front of him, I miss how ""heart eyes" I am around him because I just can't help it. I miss him looking up at me. I miss him almost whispering and winking at me. I miss him blowing me a kiss goodbye. I miss VegasCon.

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